Forward Kind Heart?
Forward Kind Heart has been a part of me, for as long as I can remember. The words of my ancestors sharing the wisdom that guided them, and thus guiding me. It is the words that have inspired, motivated and lead generations.
Forward is the the action of movement and doing. Not staying stagnate or stuck. The art of creation and reaching dreams.
Kind is a way of being. An attitude and principle for the way I treat myself and others. With kindness, compassion, empathy and positive regard.
Heart is how I live. By and through my heart. It is my tool for navigation on my path foward.
Forward Kind Heart is the art of living life through kindness and lead by my heart. It is the act of ever creating and manifesting for the greatest good of all. It is being in alignment with my highest and truest self.
I am on a mission to support others in aligning with their highest self and living from their heart, living their best life!
Why I’m qualified to help you
I have my Master's in Counseling, from Regis University.
Certificate in Transpersonal Psychotherapy.
Ifa priestess trained reiki Master and teacher.
Shaman trained in Akashic record readings, psychopomp and soul retrieval.
Certified Regression and Past Life Regression therapist.
I am an intuitive and empath.
Second generation tarot reader.
Ran a success therapy practice for five years and have extensive experience supporting and helping people.
WHO AM I?
“I am, and always will be, the optimist. The hoper of far-flung hopes, and the dreamer of improbable dreams.” - Eleventh Doctor, Doctor Who
Believe in: Magic. Miracles. The Universe. Love. Happiness. Transformation. The power of plants. Healing. The power of voice and stories. Creative self expression. People. Community. The beauty of existence. Dreams. Imagination.
Dream of: A world filled will unconditional love and unconditional acceptance of self and others.
Love: Communing with people. A-ha moments. Witnessing people’s stories. Reading. Rainy days. Hot drinks. Wind in my hair. Fur babies. Family. Nature. Pop culture. Zombies. Horror movies. Glitter. Flowers. Art. Music (currently listening to The Prodigy and The Gorillaz) Smiles. Hugs. The moon. Stars. The cosmos. Crystals. Music. Photography. Architecture (the older the better). Creating. Laughter. The smell of rain. A hot bath on a cold night. Museums. Divine guidance. Game of Thrones, Harry Potter, The Expanse, Rick and Morty and Alice in Wonderland.
(Long version if you have time to read)
My first crush was Darth Vader.
I was going to marry him. I knew he just needed someone to love him, to understand stand him, to accept him. He was hungry and starved for love. If someone loved him unconditionally he’d be okay.
I was perplexed when Maleficent wasn’t invited to the baby shower. How could people be so mean? Of course, she was angry, her feelings were hurt.
I KNEW THESE EMOTIONS, WHY DIDN’T ANYONE ELSE? COULD NO ONE ELSE SEE THEIR PAIN? THEIR HURT? THEIR MASKS? THAT THEY BEHAVED FROM A PLACE OF EMOTIONAL HURT?
When I was little, I talked to dead people and no one believed me. I use to sit at the bottom of the stairs that lead to my parents room and talk with my dead paternal grandmother. I was 16th when I shut myself off from the dead. The harmless old man that stood at the end of bed needing to be heard and out of fear I closed my eyes and that part of me. It would take years and time to reopen that part of myself.
I’ve always had a wild and vivid imagination, including bizarre and fantastical dreams. As a child I created entire imaginary worlds to play in (like Alice in Wonderland). (I still have a wild imagination and love using it in healing work).
I also felt the feelings of those around me, not understanding what I was feeling and longing to ease the internal tension, I tried to please those around me. Failing miserably, by adolescence I was overweight and depressed. Food had become my escape. Stuff down the feelings. And when that didn’t work. To keep from feeling the feelings of everyone and everything, to deal with the powerlessness, I employed various eating disorders; bulimia-stuffing down the pain and releasing it through the purge, anorexia- focus only on food and numbers,no time for anything else, exercise- release the endorphins, tire out the body, exhaust the mind. All in effort to distract and numb the pain. Those around me only seeing the punk goth kid, missed my cries for help.
As an adult, anxiety kept me ever on edge and fearful. It ruled me. My eating disorders controlled my life, until I chose my child over my illness. Unfortunately, I still didn’t have a grasp on being an empath, how it affected me and how I could use it. I was locked away inside myself. An invisible shell pretending to get by. Pouring myself into my child, trying to ease any of her suffering and causing her pain without a clue.
My desire to fix those around me in effort to fix myself lead me into codependent relationships and even a few years with a narcissist. Because I always saw through the facades and ego, into the soul.
I TRIED TO RESCUE OTHERS WHILE SACRIFICING MYSELF.
I have had my share of hacks and snake oil salespeople. I have also been blessed with magical healers who assisted me in my healing. So I could do what I do best, help others heal.
Healing is a magnificent journey.
Healing my body through massage, meditation, reiki, yoga, exercise, and herbs.
Healing my mind and heart through art, imagination, nature, laughter, therapy, shamans, spiritual practices, mentors and coaches.
I have always wanted to help people. This led me to receive my, Masters in Counseling from Regis University, as well as, certificates in Transpersonal Counseling and Child and Adolescent Counseling.
I have spent my career helping people, from working as a case manager with families and children, to direct care giver with adults with developmental disabilities to working in crisis for those who struggling with life and often mental health issues. For five years, I ran a successful psychotherapy practice but wanted to provide more for the people I serve. Thus, I decided to become a healer, combining all my skills tailored to each person I am honored to support.
I’ve embraced being an empath and intuitive.
I love witnessing others stories, sitting with emotions (even the painful and dark ones), and playing in imagination to facilitate healing.
I am here to help others connect and align to their deepest soul wisdom. To empower empaths. To guide starseeds. To help people heal their trauma, pasts and pain. To aid in healing anxiety and depression. Supporting people in living their best lives!